Happy New Year!!

Happy 2006 to anyone that may happen upon this entry! Lot of luck and happiness to y'all....

Apart from having the bloody flu, it is a very happy new year for me indeed!

Apart from the usual argument with my parent (just the one is pretty good going)xmas was lovely. She can be such an ignorant git at times and seems to find it easy to blame her ignorance on my depression (Grrr). Success with all my sisters brats, no adults were left in tears this year. My bro and his wife were over from Holland, she's getting very rotund with all that baby! Gran didn't make much of my tongue piercing nor the three eldest kids electric guitars and amps. Little Chris' drums went down a storm (he's 2!) and my moggies were very well looked after by the lovely Becks and Paul! (Thanks again! moggies say Miaow xx)

I've been trying to put on some weight for months now and think i've finally managed it Yay. I ate more over xmas than I have at xmas for years and my age 12 trousers no longer fit! Back to bifferdom for me :)

Loveliness has reemerged and is more lovely than before. But why do I seem to get a good helping of neurotic reasoning accompanying loveliness? You know the type when although one breath brings thoughts that all your birthdays have come at once, the next, you think the birthday grinch (or whatever) will come along and break your heart! I should stop moaning, count myself lucky, have fun and be brave...

On another note... the back Docs are gunna inject my hip with anesthetic and cortisone to try and get rid of some of the pain and to try and find out what's causing it! They have also suggested that I might have something called fibromyalgia, which apparently is like ME... mmmm nice, a none descript cause of pain and fatigue that may continue for years! Fuckety fuck!

Gone fishing!

Thank you LJ for hosting my rants recently... I'm off for a bit to peruse some space somewhere else in order to look for the meaning of life the universe and everything. Although I've been told the answer could in fact be 42 I've never found it to be that simple.

I'm sure I'll be back once I've caught a big fish!

Take care XXX
  • Current Mood
    pensive pensive

Woo hoo...

Got offered a new job today!! Yipee... only a job share but my manager's gonna let me change my current role to job share and I can get outta that crazy place for at least half of the week without completely abandoning my lovely colleagues!

Half the staff and more money. How they figure that I don't know or care.. it may just save me from the onset of complete madness...

Saw an inutero 3D pic of my new nephew/niece yesterday... Bloody fantastic!

I've been conned into hosting an Ann Summers party early December if anyone's interested in fancy pants and buzzing toys!?!?!
  • Current Mood
    chipper chipper

You learn something new every day...

Much thankies to the Wee P for enlightening me on some LJ stuff this evening! Good to see you.

Hello rubytitania!Collapse ),

Hope that cut thingie works...

Right and wrong is all a matter of opinion... mine does have a tendency to change regularly! Thwarted as mine doesn't seem to count for much as far as loveliness goes on this occasion.

I'm such a bad loser and I want my own way!!! Stamping feet
  • Current Mood
    discontent Thwarted

Too good to be true...

The loveliness has come to a disappointing end... ah poo!

Short lived but I suppose it was a big big risk anyway. May just have lost a few friends along with hurting someone I care for... Ah crap!!

Bad judgements and stupidity or just very much liking the wrong person!

Back to bollocks me thinks...

Kittens and Butterflies

Hello live journal! And hello to you lovely teylaminh! took me a while to figure out who you were!

Well things are much better than the day of Bollocks... My mother has not completely disowned me, it seems that I may not have a brain tumor after all (thank fuck!), and some lovely loveliness has occurred (no additional detail at this point, i've not quite built a trusting relationship with you yet journo!!)

Fri night was a good giggle, joined lots of council people and the Capones for a few bevvies and a boogie. Actually the vodka is pretty much a prerequisit for dancing of any sort, due to pain levels and sheer embarrassment! I had a great time and danced like a loon and still can't walk very well today as a result!

On another note...

What's guilt all about hey? I seem to be dogged by it everywhere I turn! I don't have very much confidence in my judgements at the moment a(nd am a completely paranoid git) I do try very hard to be a compassionate and good soul, however i've the feeling that having my mobile phone stolen today may simply be some bad Karma of sorts for some evil deed and the recent occurrance of loveliness...

Ta raa for now and bring on the Kittens!!

Yoshi you'll have to mail me or call me at work re the application stuff as I have no phone!!

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Raaaa.....

This is the second entry i have written. The first began...

"I haven't quite got the hang of this livejournal lark and indeed the t'internet culture for that matter"!!

It soon dissapeared...

I'm back and would just like to say bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks bollocks.......

Not only because it's one of my favourite words but because things are all a bit bollocks!!

Good evening to you and i hope that if or when i'm back i have something nice to say like butterflies and kittens!